～My story～

I am an ugly duckling since childhood . Frequently by friends and relatives family member idle clown , as for my family member is not very sore me , but these become my best collection .


Starts I slowly study , slowly contacts puts on make-up , start study photograph slowly , Starts also unconscious to envy modeling this occupation , also very wants to attempt . But I knew that my height , my semblance , does not belong to the model in standard . Therefore in there fantasy , in there round of daydream , hoped all day has the day to be able to look like their such station to come on stage , puts on satisfactory royal crown and put a colored ribbon . Suddenly in 16 year old of that year me contact such thing slowly . But following laborious day slowly unendurablily , although I have not look like top model they such strength , had not thought that blows up the courage first competition , unexpectedly champion . Slowly starts to have the confidence , but in the second competition time has lost , because I cannot unfold my confidence .

My life is depending on myself , is not requests perfectly . But sometimes I am very unendurable because frequently by the inexpensive male inexpensive female satire . But gradually I have been used to it slowly , because this world is like this . From now , I can be strong . Is this world lets me know that the humanity is the fearful thing .